Beginnings and middle grounds

Always either one or the other, either you’re in the picture or not.

It’s been really tough to try and get myself together for the last few weeks, partly for really great reasons and partly because I’m still in a stage where I don’t really know what I am about at all. I’m so out of the loop it’s hysterical and now with all these grownup things tumbling onto my lap I feel like a curiously pathetic slacker.

Growing up can really be a drag sometimes.